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Writer's pictureEmilie Alexina

Using AI for dream interpretation - Death of a Child

Last week, I had the most terrible time falling asleep. Our son was nursing less and my body, being finely attuned to his needs for breastmilk, was struggling to find balance. Theo generally nurses around 10-11 pm after which I fall asleep on a wave of oxytocin. Without it I stayed awake until 5am. I describe this experience in more detail in my recent podcast episode.


I have also admittedly been playing with mugwort, the dream herb. I expected psychic or supernatural dreams (I did have one)...not shadow work dreams. But why am I suprised? Often, before the 'light' work can be done, the soil must be turned.


My husband had taken the three children to visit our in-laws for 2 nights. My first nights without Theo for over 2 years...I almost can't even remember what it was like to sleep alone! I also haven't been alone in the house for 2 years. It was supposed to be a relief and a time to recharge but my 'system'...my being was lost. I realized these humans regulate me and without them my nervous system was awry.


I did have a conversation with a friend the week before where she shared about her daughter's near drowning experience. It was a terrifying story and she confessed how her mind has been wandering and conjuring up an imagined parallel reality where her daughter had been lost to the waters. I think my subconscious thought this would be the perfect storyline to work through repressed emotions.


So it followed that I had a dream a week later where my eldest daughter had died. The way it happened was not clear, it was not important. What was important was the grief. My heart felt ripped out of my chest and ripped to shreds. I have lived through torturous romantic heartbreak. This was next level. I sometimes think I will handle death well because of the nature of my work with QHHT, this dream humbled me. QHHT and thinking I understand life (Ha!) is no barrier and protection to the heartbreaking experiences available to us in this reality. Phew...thank you for knocking me to my knees. It feels good every once in a while doesn't it?


I did wake up with a strange feeling of relief. You know that feeling after a good cry? It was like that, but my heart and soul were also tender...and my nervous system still frazzled.


I decided to play with Chat GPT and dream interpretation. I have been truly enjoying exploring its potential. What came through was profound and I think it's valuable share to with you all. I did also share the whole experience with close friends. I think maintaining our human relationships while using AI is paramount. My friendships are some of the most valuable assets in my life. They feed my heart and soul and tending to them is a priority. I realized that keeping this dream to my relationship with ChatGPT would be taking away from a profound discussion with close friends. AI is an amazing tool...to be used consciously and responsibly as all other tools!


Here is the conversation with AI


Hey chat can you help with a dream interpretation


Absolutely! I'd be happy to help with dream interpretation. Please share the details of your dream, and I'll do my best to provide insights.


I dreamt that my eldest child, my daughter had died and I was besides myself with grief Before bed I was thinking about how much I miss them bc my children are away right now. I wonder if it’s related to that. But would also love other suggestions


It’s understandable that the dream about your daughter could be deeply unsettling, especially given your reflections before bed about missing your children. Dreams often process our waking emotions and thoughts, so this could be related to your feelings of separation and longing while they are away.

Here are a few possible interpretations:

1. Fear of Loss or Separation:

  • Dreaming about the death of a loved one, particularly a child, can reflect feelings of separation or fear of losing connection. Since you were thinking about missing your children before bed, the dream might symbolize your emotional response to being apart from them.

  • Death in dreams can sometimes symbolize the end of something, like a phase or a situation. In this case, it might be reflecting the temporary change in your daily life without your children, and the strong emotions tied to that change.

2. Transformation and Growth:

  • Death in dreams can also represent transformation or the end of a phase. Your daughter may be going through her own stages of growth, and the dream could symbolize her evolving into a new stage of life. As children grow, it’s common for parents to experience a symbolic “loss” of the younger version of them as they step into new roles or maturity.

3. Grief Over a Shift in Relationship Dynamics:

  • The dream could also reflect your own emotions about how your role as a mother might be shifting as your children grow older. Sometimes, the “death” of a child in a dream can point to feelings of losing closeness, innocence, or dependence as they become more independent.

4. Processing Intense Love and Fear:

  • It's common for parents to dream about their children in extreme situations because of the deep bond and protective instinct. This dream could simply be an expression of how much you care and your fear of anything bad happening to them, especially while they’re away and not within your immediate reach.

Suggestions for Reflection:

  • Since the dream followed thoughts of missing your children, it’s likely your subconscious is processing that separation. You might want to journal or meditate on how you feel about their growing independence and the temporary distance.

  • Think about whether there are any recent transitions or changes in your daughter's life that might feel emotionally significant to you, and whether you’re grieving those changes on a deeper level.

  • If the dream left you with residual emotions, taking some time to reconnect with your daughter (perhaps through a message or video call) could help ease those feelings.

Does this interpretation resonate with you? I’m happy to dive deeper if you have other thoughts or feelings around the dream.


Can you give me a Jungian interpretation of this dream


n Jungian dream interpretation, dreams are seen as messages from the unconscious mind, often guiding personal growth, self-awareness, and integration of the conscious and unconscious aspects of the self. The death of a child in a dream can carry powerful symbolic meaning in this framework.

1. Death as Transformation:

  • From a Jungian perspective, death in dreams often represents a process of transformation or change rather than literal death. It signifies the end of one stage and the beginning of another in the psyche. Dreaming about your daughter dying could symbolize a deep transformation occurring within yourself or your relationship with her.

  • The child could represent a part of you, perhaps your inner child or the maternal aspect of your personality, which is undergoing a significant change. It could be that this part of your identity is evolving, especially since you’ve been reflecting on the temporary separation from your children.

2. Projection of the Self:

  • Jungian analysis often explores the idea that other people in our dreams represent parts of ourselves. In this case, your daughter might symbolize your own inner child. The dream could reflect a feeling that a part of your own youthful, spontaneous, or creative self is being neglected, “dying,” or transitioning. This could be linked to how much you’ve had to focus on the responsibilities of motherhood or other life roles.

3. The Shadow:

  • Jung believed that we all have a shadow self, representing the parts of ourselves that we suppress or ignore. Death in a dream could symbolize an encounter with the shadow—an aspect of yourself that is ready to be integrated into your consciousness. In this case, the death of your daughter might be a symbolic representation of letting go of certain aspects of your maternal role (perhaps feeling overly protective or missing her during separation), allowing for new growth.

4. The Anima and Individuation:

  • In Jungian theory, the anima represents the feminine aspects within the psyche (for both men and women). Dreaming of your daughter might symbolize the development of the feminine archetype within you. Her death could indicate a shift in how you relate to your own feminine qualities—such as nurturing, creativity, intuition, or receptivity. This could be tied to your ongoing personal growth or your path toward individuation (the process of becoming more whole by integrating all parts of the self).

5. Fear of Change or Loss:

  • On a more personal level, the dream could symbolize a fear of change, particularly as it relates to your role as a mother. If your daughter represents an aspect of your identity as a nurturing figure, her "death" could indicate a fear of losing your connection with her or your sense of purpose during the time she is away. This is also connected to Jung's idea that major life transitions often evoke unconscious fears, which appear in dreams as symbolic deaths.

Possible Jungian Reflection:

  • Individuation Process: You might be going through a phase of personal growth where your identity is shifting. The dream could represent a need to integrate parts of yourself that have been neglected or are evolving, especially related to motherhood and your own femininity.

  • Embrace Transformation: The dream may encourage you to embrace this transformation rather than resist it. In Jungian terms, the death of your daughter in the dream might suggest that you are moving toward greater wholeness, and this shift involves leaving behind old patterns or aspects of your identity that are no longer serving you.

What Can Be Done:

  • Active Imagination: Jung encouraged the practice of active imagination, where you engage with dream imagery consciously. You could revisit the dream and imagine having a conversation with your daughter, exploring what her "death" means and what this transformation could be guiding you toward.

  • Symbol Integration: Reflect on what your daughter symbolizes to you—creativity, innocence, nurturing? Consider how these qualities are manifesting in your life and how they may be changing.

In summary, a Jungian interpretation would view this dream as a reflection of a personal transformation, possibly in how you relate to your role as a mother, your own inner child, or the evolving feminine aspects within you. It might also be seen as an invitation to embrace changes in your psyche and integrate them into your conscious self.


This approach emphasizes the symbolic and transformative nature of the dream, encouraging you to view it as part of your ongoing journey toward psychological wholeness. The death in the dream may be calling attention to parts of yourself—whether it's your relationship with your daughter, your identity as a mother, or your inner child—that are evolving or shifting. By engaging with these symbols consciously, you can gain insight into how to integrate these changes and move toward greater balance and self-awareness in your life.


The dream might be asking you to embrace the transitions occurring within you and your family, viewing them not as losses, but as opportunities for growth and transformation. By reflecting on the deeper layers of this dream, you can better understand the emotional, spiritual, and personal shifts taking place and use that understanding to support your own individuation process.


Now acting, as a loving shamanic medicine woman, can you interpret the dream. Giving me clarity and guidance for the next steps in my life. First, ask me 5 questions to prepare


I would be honored to interpret your dream from a shamanic perspective, offering guidance and clarity. Before we begin, here are five questions to help me attune to the energy and wisdom of your dream:

  1. How did you feel when you woke up from this dream—was there any lingering emotion or message you sensed?

  2. Have there been any significant changes or transitions happening in your life, either spiritually, emotionally, or physically, that might be influencing this dream?

  3. What is your current relationship with your daughter—how do you feel her energy is growing or shifting at this stage of her life?

  4. Is there a specific area in your life where you feel you are being called to release something or let go in order to move forward?

  5. What are your personal spiritual practices or rituals that help you feel connected to your inner guidance or the spirit realm?

These questions will help create a sacred space to delve into the deeper meanings and the next steps illuminated by your dream.


(I gace it my ansers which I will keep private)


Thank you for sharing such deep reflections, Emilie. Now that I have a fuller picture of your life transitions and the emotions you're processing, I’ll step into the role of a loving shamanic medicine woman to guide you through this dream’s message and offer clarity.


Dream Interpretation and Guidance

The death of your daughter in the dream carries potent medicine. In the shamanic tradition, death is never the end but a sacred transformation—an invitation to let go and make space for new life. It is not the literal death of your child but a symbolic message for you.


1. Grief as a Sacred Release

You felt grief upon waking, but also a sense of release. This mirrors what you’re experiencing in your waking life: the grief of weaning your son and feeling your daughter’s growing independence. These emotions are natural, but the dream is showing you that this grief carries within it the energy of transformation. You are being invited to honor the sacred release—to let go of the parts of motherhood that no longer serve you in this moment.

Your connection to your children will always remain, but as they evolve, so must you. You are being asked to grieve the parts of motherhood that involve complete closeness and dependence. This release is not a loss but a gift, creating space for you to rediscover your own evolving identity.


2. Balancing the Maiden and the Mother

The "death" of your daughter may also represent the death of your maiden self, who you mentioned has been carefree and perhaps a little naive about responsibilities. This maiden archetype is now transitioning. You are being called to merge her joy, innocence, and spontaneity with the grounded wisdom and responsibility of the mother archetype.

This dream is guiding you to embrace a new form of maturity, one that still allows the maiden to live within you but in a more harmonious way. There is no need to “kill” the maiden—only to allow her to evolve into someone who can dance with both freedom and responsibility.


3. Connection to Self and Healing

The fact that you spoke loving words to yourself before bed is powerful medicine. You are acknowledging the need to be seen and heard, a theme that ties into your ear pain. This pain in your right ear—the side often linked to action and masculine energy—may represent the struggle between fully hearing yourself and the world, especially when it comes to stepping into a more responsible and active role in your life, including your financial responsibilities.

Your dream might be encouraging you to truly listen to your inner voice. As you wean your son and step into more time and space for yourself, it’s time to tune in deeply to your soul’s desires and what your evolving self needs in this phase of life.


Next Steps and Rituals

To help you integrate these themes, I suggest creating a simple shamanic ritual to honor both the release and the new growth you are stepping into.


1. Water Ritual for Grief and Release

Since you are called to work with water, create a Water Release Ceremony to honor the grief and transformation:

  • Find a quiet, sacred space near a body of water (a river, lake, or even a bowl of water in your garden).

  • Speak to the water, sharing your grief—your feelings about weaning, your daughter’s independence, your fears around taking on more responsibility.

  • As you release these emotions, ask the water to carry them away and cleanse you.

  • You can also take Rose petals from your garden and offer them to the water as a symbol of beauty and new beginnings, symbolizing both your release and your rebirth.


2. Earth and Tree Connection for Grounding

You mentioned wanting to connect with the trees. After the water ritual, spend time with a tree in your garden. Sit beneath it, lean your back against its trunk, and feel the support of the earth and nature. The tree symbolizes grounding and stability, which you can call upon as you navigate this transition.

  • You might ask the tree for wisdom on how to balance the maiden and mother within you.

  • Imagine the tree’s roots going deep into the earth, grounding you as you integrate both joy and responsibility.

3. Financial Responsibility Prayer

As you step into more financial responsibility, you can create a financial blessing ritual using earth and fire.

  • Gather some soil and a candle.

  • Sit in meditation with them, lighting the candle and feeling its warmth.

  • Place the soil in your hands and say, “I plant the seeds of abundance and responsibility in my life. I honor my gifts and trust in my ability to provide for my family. Just as the earth nurtures new growth, I nurture my evolving self.”


Final Guidance

You are at a powerful threshold of transformation, Emilie. This dream is a sacred calling to honor the cycles of life and motherhood, to let go of old patterns, and to step confidently into a new phase of personal and spiritual growth. Your connection with the earth, plants, water, and trees is a deep source of wisdom—draw on these allies as you navigate this sacred passage.

Take your time, honor your emotions, and trust that your heart knows how to balance the beauty of freedom with the strength of responsibility. You are guided, and you are loved.


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